You are right for me

It doesn't matter that I am not right for you

I'll never try to change your mind or win you

back

My desperation met with your hesitation

Was unfair on both of us

I don't hold you responsible for not wanting me

I just

I can't make my head behave

I can't make my stomach stop fluttering every

time I see your name pop up in my notifications

I am 14 years old and I have the most sincere crush

On you.

No woman before you has ever made me laugh

so unexpectedly

I am always waiting to be outsmarted, quietly

But with no less sass

You are right for me I see futures

Where you see friendship

And I love you enough to want you in my life in any facet

You are exquisite

I can see your smile over texts

Broad and warm

Full of that timid dorky sunshine

You don't claim to possess

But I see all of you without trying

You are beautiful

In ways that I have listed much to your

frustration

I am not right for you I'm glad you walked away

I'm proud of the choices you've made

I'll always want you to choose your own joy

And you know I'll celebrate your next choice

But for now, my wistful yearning is mine

Just love hearts scrawled on sheets of paper,

And Taylor swift songs playing in the background of my mirthful self-awareness

Never say never I can't help but whisper