Forgotten Palms
My skin cells call out to you
Forgotten palms held empty for your touch
Is lacking and I am not
More than smoke
Figures in the dust left hollow
Where ghosted touch
Has swollen me with
Absence
Come back to me here
Loved one
Hold this body with yours
Empty as I am of
All that is us
I cannot even breathe the scent
Of my own skin without
Seeing you
We are without each other
And without
The other has become other
I do not recall the shape of your lips
But my skin remembers them
Soft and succulent
Moisture throbbing
In iridescent kiss
Time curls its choking
Tendrils swooping about my throat
The clock is counting
The hours winding down from
Our last goodbye
At that station where my heart is
Still pumping empty blood
Onto the platform floor
I will remember for
I cannot forget
The feel of us cradled in each other
Skin on skin and pulse to pulse we pound
Each other into life
And curl about the flames of
These ‘I’s’ we’ve fought so hard to build
And are learning can be loved
Loved as loving should be done
Down in the earth where the worms
Are loving the soil into being
Squirmy in their lust for
No more than what they are
We are skin packs
Souls crammed into bodies claimed as ours
We have forgotten what it means to be alive
This is alive
This thing right here that’s happening to us
Right now
Where you are and where I am
Impossibly possible
Is this touch of ours that
Straddles times back and
Reins her in for its own pleasure
For I feel our skin on skin
Soft and supple somatic conversation
Conversing over boundaries
That never did exist for
I feel your breath on mine and
We are what we are and
We do not need to love for the simple reason that
We Are Love
illustration by @katcassart